So this is my first blog entry ever
and the only reason why i got it is b/c i needed some thing to write all my emotions and feelings that come with what i am dealing with.
i never know when they are gong to hit me...sometimes its in little instances or in big ones
but i never know when or how long this numbness and feeling will go away?
maybe one day but maybe never
i dont know when i will be able to say i am fine or everythings ok or i am doing great...and really mean it
Nothing can satisfy what i am feeling no drug, person or word can. ever.
i miss her and i know always will but when will i be ok?
i dont know i am out of words and tired...
i know you are wondering who or what i am talking about but a time will come when i will say but for now i am a broken girl with Father whos love is forever abundant and who has pain that no one i know can fathom...
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